When I looked at the clock at 5:30am and knew I needed to get up I cringed and got mad.
When Cole whined instead of just getting dressed for school I wanted to beat him regardless of the fact someone could of called CPS on me.
When I realized I had done 5 loads of laundry the day before and I still couldn't see the laundry room floor I almost cried.
When I couldn't find a clean spot on the kitchen counter I cussed the kids (honestly) and myself for being pigs.
When I went down to my "new office", sat in my chair and was staring at a cement block wall, smelled a musty basement smell and could hear when someone flushed the tolit I felt sorry for myself.
When I tripped over a bag of trash that Chris hadn't taken down to the dumpster in 2 days I got pissed off at him.
When Casey texted and said she wouldn't be eating supper with us that she had eaten in town with some friends I got my feelings hurt.
When Emi Lou threw a fit about going to bed when I told her to go to bed and she just wanted to stay up and sit on the couch with me and Chris I yelled at her.
Today my world took a direct hit and all of the above seemed so inconsequential and I realized that I should of known that yesterday!